Ted's New Realm

the first semester of my grad school passed unexpectedly fast. 
the first half of it was relatively pleasant, but the second half turned out to be tough.
two classmates became able to shift attention, but i wasn't, and I'm still not.

this made me upset for quite a long while after midterm (which incredibly lasted for one month)
because when i realized it, i'd have been lagged behind a lot.
was it a bottleneck?
being lagged behind is stressful and fidgety.

hope everything can turn good during this winter break so that i can get ready, if any, by the start of next semester.